[Intro: Chastity]

I should've [?] in my heart

I must be content where I am, it's-

[Verse 1: Porsche Kelly]

Ask me how many bones in my body I got left to break

I'll scream at you with silence

Same silence they failed to recognize I'm tired

When I'm trying

When I feel tiny pieces of my soul dying

I'd be lying if I said the spotlight don't drain me

Like it don't pain me to give the world everything and feel dry

Soon as head meet pillow, alone to my thoughts

And mind after thought, "This ain't what I thought"

Running on empty after filling my cup with their thoughts

I think I bought to heavy into this bigger picturе

Like I ate with my eyеs

Then got surprised when I realized I put too much on my plate

Take this cup from me

Walking in calling, walking in purpose

Smile for them cameras, still feel worthless

You don't know me

I wear a mask for they sakes so my flesh don't control me

Back turned to God like, "How come You won't show me?"

Rock in a hard place I'm in the middle like, who loved me?

They wanna see the pretty anointing

Hands over eyes to the ugly, it be hard

Can't walk away from what I built

But guilt try to creep up on me

The minute I get knowing in my spirit I hear it

Disappointment and high expectations, I fear it

Enough time in the world, it ain't

I say, "Yes all!" in they face

And the minute I need a break they start caring for my soul

No concern for the ocean

I sink in 'til they see I can't walk on water

Let me breathe

Let me be

Let me be

Let me be human not machine

A fragile being within reach of it's boiling point

Shakey point on tight rope, holding on for dear life

But what happens when I fall?

When my tears look at grass that seems greener than mine

When I don't have any more smile to serve when my heart hurts

When my mind gets burned out

Will You still need me?

Will You see me?

Will You see me?

Lord, see me

[Outro: Chastity]

It's just all too much