[Verse 1]

I pick up my phone, then I put it down

I mix a drink, then I pour it out

I need a friend and I've got a few

That would talk to me but I don't want to

You're only sick as your secrets

But it's easy to keep 'em

When you're taught to believe

You're weak if they see

[Chorus]

It's hard to sleep

It's hard to breathe

It's hard to live with who you used to be

It's hard to stay

It's hard to leave

It's hard to pray when you burn like me

With a mind on fire

A mind on fire

[Verse 2]

I shut the shades and I don't know why

Maybe the dark makes me harder to find

But here I am alone in this hеll

Trying to fix it all by myself

[Chorus]

It's hard to sleep

It's hard to breathe

It's hard to livе with who you used to be

It's hard to stay

It's hard to leave

It's hard to pray when you burn like me

With a mind on fire

A mind on fire

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 3]

I park at the church

In the back of the lot

A heart black as coffee

But it's all I've got

Afraid to be honest

In a circle of crowd

But I start to heal

When I say it out loud

[Chorus]

It's hard to sleep

It's hard to breathe

It's hard to live with who you used to be

It's hard to stay

It's hard to leave

It's hard to pray when you burn like me

With a mind on fire

A mind on fire

[Outro]

You're only sick as your secrets

But it's easy to keep 'em

When you're taught to believe

You're weak if they see