Ups and Downs Highs and lows

Life can get funny but you know how it goes

People come and go, that’s how the story goes

What’s gonna happen tomorrow I tell you no one knows

What’s the fun when you know it all it slowly grows

Sometimes you have friends other times is lonely yo

Life’s full of ups and downs like a roller coaster

One moment you have it before you know it’s over

Some are stuck on pills just to get a chill

But you know how it feels when a loved one tryna get you sober

Remember when you lost a loved one

Or the time when you loved a lost one

Wish I could open your eyes to see that Sometimes what’s ahead is better than the past one

You having some regrets really bad ones

They sayin your life must be a sad one

Cos everyone talking love of their lives

You’re like oh well Mehn I ne’er had one

Hurt people hurt people

I’ve seen this happen so many times I never thought I’d trust people

You fool me once yea you fooled me twice

Shame on me cos I came back for a sequel

But I trust again, when I overcame

Had my broken but I’ll love again

Going back to back it’s like I’m stuck again

These feelings kinna like buhari times nothing’s changed

Pardon me I’d take it back if I could

It’s not part of me see i never meant to be rude

It’s crazy I hate to be misunderstood

So when they ask how I feel I just say I’m good

But i apologize for all the times

I know you kinna think I sound like them other guys

I been real with you I never told a lie

My intentions were good I’d never treat you otherwise

I’ve been tryna find love but I got played

I’m not a hard guy see I’m not ashamed

Birthdays are the worst days

That’s when I put my feelings on throwback like Thursday’s

You know we older now and we past games

I try to live right like it’s my last day

Let me tell you something bout my heartache

The worst pain come from people with your last name

I’ve been tryna find my way in life to make a win

People only feel you when you make the Benjamin’s

I try to keep it real till the very end

I ain’t gotta walk alone you know I got a couple of friends

I know alotta people not alotta people know me well

Fighting off depression and alotta people couldn't tell

I may not be the sickest rapper in the game

But 20 something years ive been battling with sickle cell