1st Verse

If I tell you how I feel would u really believe me

A bitter sweet life and nothin comes so easy

Live in a greedy world, dishonest, displeasing

Can you feel my pain, my heart is bleeding!

Tearing, from all of the heartaches

Hardships, hard times, how much can a heart take

We all seem 2 love everything that we can’t have

If we can’t have it then its probably real bad

We convinced its good and remain horribly sad

It seems so close yet impossible 2 grab

The obstacles we pass or we leave in the past

Move drastically fast unsure of how to react

Cryin inside, on the outside we laugh

Afraid of who we are so we hid behind masks

Never satisfied, always askin for change

Am I losin my mind, or do you feel the same?

2nd Verse

I love this life too much 2 ever watch her go

She askin me 2 leave, I stay tellin her no!

Im askin for one more, chance 2 work it out

Promise 2 do good, no more times of doubt

I’ll never cheat or lie, thats not what Im about

Jus wanna be comfortable, get mama a house

We all need 2 eat, so I turn 2 the streets

Stressin from losin sleep, Im in 2 deep!

In seek of relief, nothin is how it seems

Is this my reality? Do I live in a dream

Or a nightmare, nothing is really clear

Every morning I wake 2 see that she’s still here

I know that she still cares but we both stay in fear

Broken in many ways in desperate need of repair

Do I continue 2 fight for life in this confusion

Blinded by light in my plight is this an illusion?