[Verse 1]
Now tell me if you remember
No telling if you remember
I'll never forget, I'll never forgive
Remember the trips through the forest
Get green for a get away
Remember he lost behind bars
It's only me anyway
Its me by myself
Grew up by myself
A kid in his shell
Blood stains on a shell
Burn gas like the shell
Now welcome to hell
I hate coming down
I ain't coming down
I'm up in the air
I'm up in the clouds
My brains on the ground
I'm comfortable here
Been days since I smiled
I'm saving it now
No fucking veneers
New slaves in a crowd
Enraged getting loud
I got nothing to fear
Dreams of my mom
And making her proud
She want me to live
Dreams of my dad
I pay off the house
My hustle for them
Don't sleep on me now
No sleeping without
A bunch of them pills
A voice in my head
BS in my ear
Another nightmare
[Chorus]
I hoping i didn't remember
Hope it all disappear
Awoke and i didn't remember
A night to forget
I hoping that I can remember
A life full of thrills
Awoken but I can remember
[Verse 2]
A night on them pills
Lost in the moment but left
With no time left to spare
Looking for love never finding myself
No tears so my cry for help, silent till death
Spoke to these angels they help
As i climb up the stairs
My heroes don't fly in the air
Called me King till i go find me an heir
Nothing but me though I might be depressed
Pose for the videos smile for the press
Live for this life left my past in my steps
Nights where i might see the light to my death
Never forget it gets darker than this
Streetlights come on, bullets light up the hair
Trigger get cornrows, stick right to his head
Never forget that I might end up dead
Calls to my grandma end nights with a prayer
[Bridge]
God won't protect me from all this
My fall isn't technically Autumn
All of the hecklers keep calling
Hope I'll have the answers tomorrow
The ones who all helped me with problems
Hope i don't forget them tomorrow
The police protect us they taught us
Hope I don't project as a target
Came from the projects straight to hotels
Living broke and was basically homeless
Section 8 housing move state to state for apartments
Ain't a place I belonged in
Daily depart with my dearly departed
Bow my head hope they all can hear me and God can
No fear from the bottom, Assata and Martin
We learned how to live with the darkness
[Chorus]
They hoping i didn't remember
Hope it all disappear
Awoke and i didn't remember
A night to forget
I hoping that I can remember
A life full of thrills
Awoken but I can remember
[Outro]
Black
A life of them thrills
A night on them pills i hope they remember me
I hope they remember me
I hope they remember me
Through the Hennessy
All the ones you love
Become your enemies
Hope they remember me
I hope they remember me