Hook:

Said I wish I a father but he never cared

Lookin for my mother but she was never there

All my life livin' home never had a help there

Looked down as a child cause we was on welfare

Wish I had friend but never really did

I been all alone ever since I was a kid

Lookin up in air askin' God can he hear me?

And if I had a prayer then I'd ask that he'd be near me

Verse1:

My affliction, favorite addiction

Always been there for me

Always been my best friend

Never let me down

Never made me sad

Always kept me feelin good when I was feelin bad

Never let me be alone gave me more comfort then a little

So why they tell me you hurt me? That's the biggest riddle

They don't understand everything you do for me

When it come to life's ills you offer me immunity

Never have to feel a thing cause you make me numb

They say that ever since the day I met you I been lookin like a bum

What do they know?!?

They ain't have to feel none of my painful…

Life when I feel depressed stressed or anything so;

I keep you by my side like an angel

You the reason why I stay alive and the person that I sing to

Keep you by my side like an angel

You the reason why I stay alive and the person that I sing to…

Hook:

Said I wish I a father but he never cared

Lookin for my mother but she was never there

All my life livin' home never had a help there

Looked down as a child cause we was on welfare

Wish I had friend but never really did

I been all alone ever since I was a kid

Lookin up in air askin' God can he hear me?

And if I had a prayer then I'd ask that he'd be near me

Verse2:

Why they say you bad when you treat me so good

Why they hold you responsible for fuckin up the hood

You the only one who cared when my wife left you would hold me

Consoled me. Took away the pain like you told me

You know me; better than anyone in this whole world

Holy matrimony even better than my own girl

Till death do us part

God forbid that ever happen to us cause I'd be mentally torn apart

My heart cannot bear another thought;

Of losin' someone else close to me like my son cause he was double crossed

All for the love of thrill

Wish I could go back and hug him to take away his pain and show him my love was real

But the past over

Plus I never got to talk to him like a soldier

All he wanted was closure

That's when I thought about puttin' one in the holster

Till I focused my attention on you to get a dosage…..

Hook:

Said I wish I a father but he never cared

Lookin for my mother but she was never there

All my life livin' home never had a help there

Looked down as a child cause we was on welfare

Wish I had friend but never really did

I been all alone ever since I was a kid

Lookin up in air askin' God can he hear me?

And if I had a prayer then I'd ask that he'd be near me