Released on June 27, 2009

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Yo, look into the divine service for comfort beyond murder son

Rest in peace Bianca Yvonne Ferguson

One of my youngest immediate first cousins

It's ironic that she was the first summoned

Between Ferguson and Timberlake families

Reared to be a woman despite life's calamities

My mental camera candidly covers her like a canopy

Look in the pictures I ask myself can it be true

Out of all my loved ones

Deceased at rest

She's the one who you would least expect

The peace would get

The grief that sets rage resent

That my uncle told me how these bizarre chain of events went

A poorly ventilated club and some pepper spray

A stampede and my cousin was just a step away

She was crushed and died at E2

And now we reminisce over you

My god


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At first I cry

But then I realise that you're still here with me

You'll never die

You'll just be resting up peace in the sky

You touched so many lives

Now we're better off for having known you BeBe

No goodbyes

Cause I still got you by my side

I still got you by my side

Yo, after she passed I was never the same

Her moms face covered in pain whenever we came

My cousin ended her strain

And surrendered her pain

To the person who we described

And remember his name, all the same

Questions i must ask

Why didn't one of us pass when the tour bus crashed?

Clubs packed past capacity

Secured much cash

But safety wise bodies were treated like surplus trash

And I can't imagine her agony

Tainted gradual tragedy

Hated gathering families

To fly the shy to seek a sleep eternally

I had to learn how to weep internally

And keep hell's heat from burning me

I wish she would have move back to cali

Had a relaxed finale

But life ended so early for my cuzo

I love you Jo

Is real clear

Your physicals passed on but your memories still here

And I'm sincere