Weak Wings

By Chadrick

On Numb Heart

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[Intro]

Things change, people see things

Angel on my back but she's got a weak wing

I think it's cuz she hasn't taken off

I'm a stoic dude who always has my angel on lock

She could take me far if I ever let her

She could heal me up, she could make me better

Angel, don't go

Angel, don't go


[Verse 1]

I put my faith in you, please help me fly

Because these problems and worries will bring death upon my eyes

This world is a disguise, It's hiding all of my demons

You're telling me to go but I'm staring at the ceiling

I wanna fly away, forgive me guys if I hurt you

I know you try so hard, you said "My goal is to support you"

But frankly, I'm just tired of always losing the match

I tried to get what I wanted; karma stabbed me in the back

Do I deserve it? All the hate I spread among myself

Incapable of sympathy or loving anybody else

Menace to the world; stranger to affection

Addicted to bad chicks, another bad selection

Everyone should be happy, people might wanna love

Nothing wrong with a miracle that wasn't from above

You say that you want change, I can't promise that will happen

I'll stay up on my game though, you'll never catch me slacking

It's worse because I'm thinking

I'm thinking about packing

A gun in my shirt; sorry if something should happen

Sometimes I'm not happy and only I'm to blame

Because my friends and my lovers all wanted me to stay the same

But nah

(They're only trying to help)

(I won't let them)

(I feel weak)


[Bridge]

Things change, people see things

Angel on my back but she's got a weak wing

I think it's cuz she hasn't taken off

I'm a stoic dude who always has my angel on lock

She could take me far if I ever let her

She could heal me up, she could make me better

Please, don't go

Don't go


[Verse 2]

Get out of my head, I refuse to let you have me!

I refuse to be possessed by a voice that wants to pass me

Into another state where I am helpless; not again

The only ones who care are my parents and my friends!

Even now, as I speak, in my knees I feel weak

I give up what I want, so my brain starts to tweak

I guess It's time to make it neat; understand this

You wanna to fix my problems? go ahead, here's a list!

I am apathetic, I do not feel!

No one in this world could ever make me feel real

No one in this world can comprehend why I'm angry but I'm starting to believe

It's because I only hate me!

I can get what I want, when I want it, do I ever?

I can sleep under clouds, drown myself; rainy weather

Angel, make me better, This conflict is my own

If I put on anybody else paralyze my bones

Forget a therapist; I'm mood swinging freely

Sliding on my shoes, calling that a heelie

Reveal me

As a fraud upon living

Morph my life into a paradise

I'm the tree of the giving

Tree of the given

Take back then give em' weak wings