usual

By ch2rms

On #us

Released on June 5, 2021

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[Chorus - ch2rms]

Feeling weak and I know that I'm breathing less

I'm the worst type of person, I digress

And I hate when they yell, yeah I can't do it

Therapist don't think I'm mental, Ima prove it

Too many scars got me messed up

Looking at myself yeah I know I'm stuck

Try'na give you myself, yeah I know I can't

Talking to you yeah I know all I do is rant


[Verse 1 - blxty]

You just break me off but I can't get enough

Say you'll [?] every time but you don't give a fuck

And your words hurt like a blade they just tear me up

Blood on the wall, blood on the floor

Tell you I fucked up, I'm sorry

And you were like [?]


[?]

Feel my heart ache

Hurt me, you're two-faced

Eyes bloodshot, I stay awake


[Verse 2 - mental]

I'm terrified of what awaits me

You tell me that you love me but you hate me, oh

You hurt my heart I'm going crazy

It's a daydream, baby won't you wake me up

I never thought that it would take this much

You and I we have a dangerous love

Tell the truth, you had to make it up

I wanna die but its the same old stuff


[Chorus - ch2rms]

Feeling weak and I know that I'm breathing less

I'm the worst type of person, I digress

And I hate when they yell, yeah I can't do it

Therapist don't think I'm mental, Ima prove it

Too many scars got me messed up

Looking at myself yeah I know I'm stuck

Try'na give you myself, yeah I know I can't

Talking to you yeah I know all I do is rant


[Outro]

"Because that's the way it's meant to be."