self harm - Intellectual

[Chorus]

You hate yourself more than you hate me, you need more reflection

I've been through so many heartbreaks, I need more protection

She used my loneliness against me, used it as a weapon

I call my bros up 'cause I mention, they gon' get the message

I'm super sick, I'm fucking tired of the back and forth

I'm self-harming myself, I swear this shit is gon' make it worse

I sabotage myself, this shit gon' put me in the dirt

I try to get better, I swеar, this shit is not gon' work

She gon' call me after a whilе because she worried

I build with my shit up 'cause I know this shit is sturdy

Hopefully you get, you get what I'm tryna say

Hopefully you get it, you get what I'm tryna lay

I'm tryin' my best, I know this shit ain't great

Pop me another one just to lay away, ah

Pop me another one just to feel a thing

She got me fucked up, I can't take a thing