[Verse 1]
Please don't cry, I can't hold back either
Niggas say I'm Hollywood because I never answer
Most of the time I don't got the strength to pick up the fucking phone
Social battery is draining, I guess you'll never know
[Chorus]
Me and you is different in that regard
I hope my mama good, but she'll never tell me
Lately I been crying a lot, I guess it's back to therapy
I got thoughts up in my head, I'm not gonna lie, it's scaring me
I keep asking questions and she come back and keep parrying me
I keep thinking about my friends, I fucked up, yeah, it's tеaring me
I wanna change, but I keep thinking I'm perfеctly fine (Suffer)
I guess the ego talking shit, I know I'm always right (Suffer)
I'm tryna find my shining light, I know it's deep below (More)
I know in times of uncertainty, I know that you scared (More)
They say it's gonna work out fine, it's always a fucking lie (More)
I keep complaining about the shit, it's time to do things right
I fucking hate myself more and more everyday go by (More)
I think they testing me to see what I'm really gonna do (Suffer)
I keep on going keep on going, I'ma struggle more
I need you here more than ever, I need moral support
[Post-Chorus]
I keep drinking, yeah, to waste the pain away
I keep smoking, yeah, to waste the day away
My motto YOLO, I know it's old, but shit, it's fucking true
Finding the real you is harder than finding the fucking truth
[Verse 2]
I look in the mirror everyday, I know I'm wasting time
It's not like I got long anyways
I know it's hard for you, but you finding it anyways
Delete the text, I know you still seen it anyways
[Verse 3]
Two wrongs don't make a right, who told you, yeah, that stupid lie?
Because for me, if you do me wrong, I'ma just do you worse
My personality a blessing, that shit lowkey cursed
If I keep going on like this, I'ma end up in a hearse
It's hard to open up, they always talkin' about, "I'm trippin'"
I can't relate to shit, so I always gotta resort to comedy
I cried in front of my friends last week, I know they fucking hurt
No one ever cares about me and it's getting worse
[Verse 4]
My uncle texting me, he talking about, "Are you doing alright?"
I text him tell him that I'm cool, but you know that shit not true
I keep on crying, what the fuck is going on with me?
I keep on crying, what the fuck is going on with me? (Suffer, suffer)
Is going wrong with me?
I keep on crying, what the fuck is going wrong with me?
[Chorus]
Me and you is different in that regard
I hope my mama good, but she'll never tell me
Lately I been crying a lot, I guess it's back to therapy
I got thoughts up in my head, I'm not gonna lie, it's scaring me
I keep asking questions and she come back and keep parrying me
I keep thinking about my friends, I fucked up, yeah, it's tearing me
I wanna change, but I keep thinking I'm perfectly fine (Suffer)
I guess the ego talking shit, I know I'm always right (Suffer)
I'm tryna find my shining light, I know it's deep below
I know in times of uncertainty, I know that you scared
They say it's gonna work out fine, it's always a fucking lie
I keep complaining about the shit, it's time to do things right
I fucking hate myself more and more everyday go by
I think they testing me to see what I'm really gonna do
I keep on going, keep on going, I'ma struggle more
I need you here more than ever, I need moral support
[Post-Chorus]
I keep drinking, yeah, to waste the pain away
I keep smoking, yeah, to waste the day away
My motto YOLO, I know it's old, but shit, it's fucking true
Finding the real you is harder than finding the fucking truth
[Outro]
A perfect hit
Lately I been crying a lot, I guess it's back to therapy
I got thoughts up inside my head, I'm not gonna lie, it's scaring me
I keep asking questions and she come back and keep parrying me
I keep thinking about my friends, I fucked up, yeah, it's tearing me
I wanna change, but I keep thinking I'm perfectly fine (Suffer)
I guess the ego talking shit, I know I'm always right