disorder - Intellectual

[Intro]

Present day, huh, present time

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Shit is different now, I know you know

I try to take the hints, I can't, 'cause you know I'm slow

My heart is fucking racin', you know that this shit is over

She text me paragraphs, she askin' me where is her closure (Suffer)

You niggas seem to think I got it down, I know the secrets (Suffer)

Because I rap about my life, I rap about my struggles (Suffer)

I give advice, but when I'm talk, I'm speakin' to a void (Suffer)

I try my best to hold it down, but, damn, this shit is pointless

I try it all, I know I'm fuckin' up

You try your best, but you know you fuckin' stuck

I hate myself so much, you know I fuckin' suck

I got an ending now, I know that shit is bad for mе

Sleepin' on them Percs, I hope thеy help 'cause I'm tryin' to see a dream

You telling me you hate me, well, we still gon' fuck around

They telling me I'm hopeless, okay, I won't stick around

You call me panickin', I hear it's urgent in your voice

You tried to talk to me and explain it, it ain't going through

You be forgettin' I'm the one that got some problems too (Suffer)

You be forgettin' I'm the one that got you fuckin' through (Suffer)

I get it, I know it hurts, you pleadin' out, it's loud

You trapped inside a box, but no one wanna hear you shout

I get it, you feel alone, you feel you trapped inside

I get it, you feel alone, you feel you wanna cry

Shit is different now, I know you know

I try to take the hints, I can't, because you know I'm slow

My heart is fucking racin', you know that this shit is over

She text me paragraphs, she askin' me where is her closure

You niggas seem to think I got it down, I know the secrets

Because I rap about my life, I rap about my struggles

I give advice, but when I'm talk, I'm speakin' to a void

I try my best to hold it down, but, damn, this shit is pointless, oh

I know it hurts now, but once you learn ('Cause I'm tryin', 'cause I'm tryin')

Reach your hand out and take it (I'm tryin', 'cause I'm tryin', oh, 'cause I'm tryin')

Unless you want it to fade away ('Cause I'm tryin', oh)

Very, very far away (I'm tryin', oh, oh)

Present day, present time

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