Lost

By Ceyeo

Released on February 23, 2023

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[Intro]

** I think you may be lost

She said

And then she put her hand on my head

Yea. I think you might be right, I guess

And this is as good a time as any to confess

So here goes


[Verse]

Listen up, because i feel like I’m gonna drown

Just sitting here, I can’t breath and being pulled underground

Vivid thoughts in my head just spinning around and around and around

Taking me back there, making me angry and killing my will to care


[Verse]

Something needs to change because I can’t take this anymore

It’s like I walked into a room without a floor

And I don’t need permission, and I’m tired of opposition

What I need is someone to just listen and recognize my condition


[Verse]

Ain’t it funny that this is me now, I never saw it coming

It’s messed up how things turned out to be, I never thought I’d be the one running

I thought I was doing good, but I was just turned crazy

Now I’m on edge, there’s no downtime, I only feel mad, and my brain is hazy


[Verse]

You know I’ve seen things I wish I hadn’t

Did things I wish I didn’t

Your always on edge and alert and it happens so fast

Then days later your back home but the pain, fear and guilt is hard to get past

Now its time to start living and god, I’m so confused

Ain't it funny how little it took to light this fuse. now here we are - boom


[Verse]

** Pause babe, just know that I hear you

** I love you babe we’ll get thru this together


[Verse]

Yea that means a lot to me, I said

And she held me as we sit on the edge of the bed

But I hate how weak I sound, is the only thing I could think really to reply

I hate not being a stronger person, someone who you can rely on


[Verse]

Ya, It’s weird, you know, I feel like an alien

I’m always angry, can never sleep, and it’s completely draining

And i’ve pushed everyone away, even you I bet

No one wants a broken person, someone who can’t move on and just forget i guess


[Verse]

The machine of war, spit me out, I guess

Yea, I’ll work thru the stress, get thru this damn mess

I gotta fight this hard I know, gonna stop this downward spin

I want the healing to begin, I know I can win


[Outro]

Peace is best - ya’ll be well