I want you to find me

But i don't want you to touch me

It seems so disgusting

To be handled like a doll

I'm not trying to be dramatic

I'm trying to be nothing

So when you find i've finally done it

Please burn me where i fall

(Chorus:)

Things aren't getting any better

Everything is only getting worse

I'll apologize for the mess of my life

For the rest of my life, forever

Unless you promise, promise to kill me first

I want you to find me

But i don't want a big party

Hiding my body in the ground

So your version of the story is safe for the rest of your lives

I'm not crying for attention

I'm done

I'm trying to resign

When you find i've finally done it

Forget my name and set my stupid fucking corpse on fire

(chorus)

I'm not afraid

Why should i be?

I've got all my friends from baltimore right here with me

I'm not afraid

Why should i be?

I've got all my friends from high school right here with me

I'm not afraid

Why should i be?

I've got all my friends from baltimore right–

(chorus)

=== Live ===

In live performances, the audience is invited to sing back the response "yes we promise" in the chorus:

Unless you promise, (audience: yes we promise) promise to kill me first