Released on October 11, 2019

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[Intro]

If this is how it ends

Would you let it play out?

Could you do it again?

If this is how it goes

Could you keep it inside?

So nobody knows


[Verse 1]

The thoughts twist in your head

You toss and you turn as you lay on your bed

The nightmare never ends

You try to reach out for anyone’s hand

It’s colder now, you feel the chill

You hold your breath so time stands still, but

Everything stays the same


[Chorus]

And you cry: “When did I lose control?”

And you cry: “When did I lose it all?”


[Verse 2]

The light begins to fade

You search for a spark like a moth to the flame

The cycles flip and change

There’s no black and white, just ennui and haze

You’re running now, you start to slip

You grit your teeth and clench your fist, but

Everything stays the same


[Chorus]

And you cry: “When did I lose control?”

And you cry: “When did I lose it all?”


[Bridge]

When did the world implode?

And swallow my heart and soul

The clock doesn’t slow as we grow old


[Outro]

(This is how it ends) You’re so in denial

(This is how it ends) You’re so in denial

(This is how it ends) You’re so in denial

This is how it ends