"Try, try, try again" is easy to say

When your body isn't broken

And your feet aren't chained

But when you're mumbling "things will be ok"

With a gun to your brain

Things change

Now I just want to control all this rage

There was a moment in time when

I swore to my mom that I'd shoot a cop's face off

Or put a bomb in the middle of a federal court house

In the name of Trayvon

When they glue your eyelids to your forehead

And tape your mouth shut you can't say much

So I'm just gonna keep faith in what I love

Oh, oh, my, my

Is there anything better that we can ever achieve in this

Whole whole lifetime ?

I don't want to be another martyr for a cause

That never grows, grows, wide, wide

Don't tell me everything is gonna work out fine

I could never find the time to design a time machine

Or rewind back into a better life

Those those bright lights

All they're ever gonna do is blind eyes

Only really want to redefine my

Life as it sits on this timeline

When I die I will explode into the night

And take a few stars with me

To show this world

I put up a fight

Try try try again's easy to say

When nobody's pulling teeth out of your bloody face

With a razor to your neck watching you suffocate

"it'll be okay", that's what they all say

(inside me) there is a fire that won't stop burning

Try try try

I swear I tried my best

But was left on the side of the road with a hole inside my chest

And a heart can only beat so fast 'fore it decides to rest

When it's been so stressed

And it feels like you're fighting for a single breath

Am I becoming an animal clawing away underneath my cage?

Expecting to find something better outside of this world

When I reach the grave?

When the nihilism sneaks into my brain

Will I still keep on trying to convince myself

That a human race can change?

Lord won't save me

I could never put faith in make believe

So don't go pray for me

Need to find the motivation just to get me to my feet

Growth has painfully

Taught me to lift myself up

Even when I felt numb

When the tears have welled up

In my eyes, bruises swelled up

Grow those great seeds

Vines can wrap around enemies

I don't mind if no one remembers me

But don't let this fire end with me

They can try to kill every single goal I've ever had

I'll just watch and laugh

Knowing that all vines grow back