Be a Memory

By Ceschi

On Free Ceschi

Released on December 19, 2015

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Ceschi:

Only as free as the laws of nature allow us to be

Wasting another lifetime fighting inevitability

Moments of glory are short lived

Deep breath - take it in

Watched some great men fall feet first into the black abyss

Fists clenched

Swallowed by the monsters in their own heads

Since then

Tried to learn their lessons

But it seems I'm fenced in

Left for dead

Only mimicking actions that killed them

Gregory Pepper:

All my friends are jumping off of cliffs

All my friends are smoking cigarettes

Slow your roll man

Pay that toll man

All The neighbors kids are having kids

Drawings made from paint and fingertips

It's a crooked line so

Just take your time

So take your time

Follow a path as you walk past the river

Up in the morning and get from the giver

Just take your time

Just take your time

Both:

Killing yourself was cool when you were young

You were cool when you were young

Killing yourself was cool when you were young

You were cool when you were young

But slit wrists did not fix your ills

Not 50 pills

Not window sills

Once you've sucked out all the thrills

You're unfulfilled

You're nothing still

You're nothing still

Ceschi:

I want to grow a beard

I want to fall in love

Want to learn to appreciate beauty surrounding us

Nothing is trivial

Nothing's incredible

Everything's working in conjunction

To build the proper mold

All these days are gathering

Behind us

Bagging fallen leaves

Right now will be a memory

Right now will be a memory

Wanted to become something bigger than me

Wanted to fight against everybody's destiny

Realizing every single second I breathe is just another stab

Before death comes to take me

Seen loved ones become stick figures and skulls

Seen stereos get pawned for some drugs

Now they're gonna lock me up

I'm feeling so stuck

Because I know inside that I never hurt anyone

This is only one page

One more day

Feel my growing pains..

Watch bones elongate...

Splinter through my skin...

Hair enveloping my face...

Canine teeth puncture through my gum space…

Watch me bleed all over every crevice of this place

Watch me prove you wrong

Show my life is not a waste

I gotta give a fuck

Gotta find it some way

I'm trying to give a fuck

Gotta find it some way

Some way…

All these days are gathering

Behind us

Bagging fallen leaves

Right now will be a memory

Right now will be a memory