[Verse 1]

I think I'm the type to

Open all my blinds to

See the shadow and the light that comes every night and

Stare into the black just to look for some topics

Just for one to drop and pop with all my other things

Then I'd go outside my house, feel the air on my skin

Like a sharpened metal cutting out the worries from within

Leaving red traces on all of the streets that I've been to

All the walls in my city are see-through

Pity and dry glue, morning to high noon

Self-established arrogance to see who

Has dropped the most into sadness and deep blue

And it's sad to see it happen so much

Everybody's yearning for but still resisting a touch

Still I would consider myself one of them

Rose-petals on metal, now what a perfect blend

[Chorus]

This is for the people who struggle inside

Don't listen to sad music because they might cry

Or fuck up their whole day, hear all the others say

Man you fucked up, you ain't good luck

Now run away, don't forget to duck

[Verse 2]

I know I am the type to

Never open blinds to

Anything that ever happens outside of my window

Even during daylight I sit there

Another set of blinds down, so the people can't stare

Into my room, because I love the darkness

Consuming every little spot inside of my apartment

Even though I am a sunny person

Most of the time, when my head ain't hurting

About stuff that I can help and stuff that I don't

Things that I can't help and things that I won't

Cause I'm a loner even though I'm not really alone

Because my head is so stupid even when shown

That people care about me and all of my accomplishments

I still don't even know how to take a compliment

That's some stupid shit

Why can't I make it click?

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

It's the same reason why I always stay inside of my room

Same reason why I dread the time from morning to noon

Same reason why all of my friends are leaving too soon

And I can't save face, need time to groom

Same reason why I often feel so hollow inside

Same reason why I drift into thought at night

I feel like I could be swinging from kite to kite

It still says „You're worthless“ inside of my mind

[Verse 3]

That's bullshit, I know it

My friends are all there, and their love just shows it

Helena is helping me to heal the old wounds

That I never really recovered from, how cruel

But that's what you get when you never leave your room

But let's not go there, let's sing a different tune

With a different groove

It will be different soon

Let's hope for the best

Until then I will be bumping Kill Bill

And Three Six, because I have some time to kill

Between learning to move on and learning to fight

I gotta start somewhere so why not tonight

Every fight can be fought, but not always won

And I'm scared of the thought that I could be the one

Who loses, that's why I keep running

Until I can see all the good times coming