1994 - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I'm trying to forgive myself for things I didn't do

For words I didn't say and things I didn't choose

Spending every day decomposing in my room

I'm not okay, but there's nothing I can do

I'm tryna love the person I was when I was born

Hating on a kid doesn't serve me anymore

Sylvanians making stories on the floor

And my mom and dad in love like it's 1994

Say you're comin' around

I need you, lately everything's been getting me down

Yeah, the kids are grown up, I feel like I'm stuck

But I don't wanna catch up right now

I'm tryna get a better sense of what I'm worth

'Cause I've been on the fence and in thе dirt

Taking it easy

But I forgot I have a job and nothing evеr stops so

Say you're comin' around

I need you, lately everything's been getting me down

Yeah, the kids are grown up, I feel like I'm stuck

But I don't wanna catch up right now

Say you're comin' around

I need you, lately everything's been getting me down

I broke a glass on the floor, it was the last straw

It's like I woke up on the wrong side of town

Say you're comin' around

I need you, lately everything's been getting me down

I felt so much older than the kids 'round the corner

But I feel so much younger now

Overtook them all and slowed back down

Blamed a child in a daisy crown