It seems that I was recollected by someone I always knew

I'm brought to life and I'm dragged through my thoughts that are few

Their dark enchantment rises up from the deep of my mind

Tides of fear tell me somehow that there’ll be no light

Inspiration and horror form a rattling mix, they whiten my lips

They reduce my heart with an orgasmic taste of Styx

They diffuse my soul with a sweet spasm of sense

Sure! I’ll blow up and scatter like thousands of stars in eternity's dance

I get sicker the more I make an effort

It looks like something familiar, like something I can’t abort

Still blind I find I’m so fucking lonely at such a towering height

There’s no one to fight with, there’s nowhere to hide

My internal instinct tells me: ‘tis impossible

To keep cool on the verge of madness and genius

Damn!

Impending doom surrounds me thicker each instant

Like it's extended through centuries

Like I will never resist it

My disguise is catalyzed – I struggle through a paralysis

I must surpass… though my eyes are still insensible like solid glass

I’ll win this fatal fight or will be dissolved in tears by this plight

So I hold on to life with all of my might

Don't want to fall asleep and turn into one of that statues

That crackle in the gloom inside and around not yet bound

Their morbid silhouettes and shadows attempt to merge with me

So we clash while I try to dash away from their progeny

You fucking go away! Don’t delay! I will not pray

For mercy – instead, I’ll fight my way

/forward/

I don’t want to bear this venom in me

I'll never give birth to victims! You’ll see

Perhaps, someone prepares me a convoy

Some pain to annoy me

A countdown to extinction, an attempt of a complete destroy

But what I know and know full well

Is that I’m not born for being enslaved

I’m no kind of blow-up doll

Oh, my god! My blood is overflown by flame

It feels like sun itself diluted me, then drove me sane again

A hurricane now spreads in me and inflames my brain

My eyes are wide open – from now on I’m not the same

For me, it happened long ago

It’s cold to bear and hard to know

My inside lies somewhere to where I go

/a secret place that’s never to be shown/

No-one can feel, no-one can see

The edge of my reality

So I'll exist though you will disagree

Because I realize I’m locked somewhere above the world in a

Tower

Tower

I’m alive now

There is no-one to behead me, nothing to stop me

I’m alive now

I’d better sift through the shit than die like a coward

Oh, my god

I feel bewitched because now I can

Feel the cold

Draft reel my sanity. It makes me

Convulsively sniff the air 'round and

Hurry, cuz I can be found

So I run somewhere

And I try not to blare

There’s a scent of eternity

That hangs in the air so sturdily

As enormous as God

As attractive as blood

That’s the deal

I came from above

To live on the earth

I can’t be a serf

Cuz I escaped the Tower

Tower

Tower

Now my flesh makes me burdened. I feel my past lives, they

Gnaw at my soul, they fiercely devour me with their every

Flaw: each of them is like a

Claw that's trying to pull me under

I face my past

And fail to turn backward

Each life seems the last

Under death's showers

Fire and ice torment my heart

Though I seem free I’m torn apart

There’s something that I’ve surely got

That I had neither owned nor

Felt before

In my core

Thus condemned to find my path

I’m overwhelmed by holy wrath

For still I can't forget the clap

That overtook me when I

Had a fall

The Tower call

I wish I could breathe a bit lighter

But the matters at hand make me tighter

I feel I am wounded forever

Left to bleed here forever and ever

There’s a desert around and a desert inside

The wolves are here – I can feel their hungry first bite

What the hell’s going on?! The breath of death is on my skin

A blast of wind tells me “stand up and win!”

Cuz I

I came from above

To live on the Earth

I can’t be a serf

For I escaped the Tower

Tower

The Tower

On my left lies The Swamp of Sorrow

And on my right – The Abyss of No Tomorrow

The Wind of Doubt is blowing at my back

The only way’s before me: I can’t wag

I

I came from above

To live on the Earth

I can’t be a serf

For I escaped the Tower

Icy claws stretch

I see their glimmer

They crave my flesh

And soul for dinner

On my left lies The Swamp of Sorrow

And on my right – The Abyss of No Tomorrow

My back is bent by The Wind of Doubt

So I struggle forward and go all-out