You were more than I could have known

One Great Flood that swept me over

My rabbits swelled and my lilies bloomed

I couldn’t get enough and had so much to give

I had so much to give

I’ve been biding my time for so long

And now I’m biting at your shoulder

You know I have to go

I know you have to stay

So much to feel, so much to never say

Everything I could give

Everything you would take

I’m treading on thin ice we’ll never break

I’ve lost my coasts to your primal tides

Then I headed south to conquer

I’ve seen my win in your ardent eyes

You’ve taken me so high I became so alive

I wanted every everything with you

I wanted everything! I became so alive

I wanted every everything with you

Cuz I had so much to give

I’ve been biting my tongue for so long

And now I can’t anymore

Can’t anymore

You know I have to go

I know you have to stay

So much to feel, so much to never say

Everything I could give

Everything you would take

I’m treading on thin ice we’ll never break

As you ravaged my valleys

I got reborn again

My rivers set ablaze

And my true form attained

I’ve sold my sins to you

And went to Wonderland

Then took a sweet ride to hell

I could have been your savior

I could have been your home

The essence and the flavor

Of a life you’ve never known

I should have seen this coming

But I didn’t really care

And then you left and silence fell

My DNA ached as I chased your smell

Because me, because you

Because we’re so scared of getting attached

You left me all alone, climbing the walls in the dark

With a linea nigra and a scar on my heart

This deadly silence is ripping my every cell apart

I need to hear you, my synapses are so bruised and scarred

It’s just… it’s just never enough

You know I have to go

I know you have to stay

So much to feel, so much to never say

Everything I could give

Everything you would take

I’m treading on thin ice we’ll never break

Because me, because you!

Because we! We don’t get attached

It’s just… it’s just never enough

No, it’s never enough