My name is Alice, and this is my story

It’s sickening! And it’s getting worse

My predicament is getting me immersed

With all damage done I’m throwing in the towel

I can’t carry on resorting to denial

My catalyst

My lovely narcissist

I died as we kissed

I’ve been a masochist

There’s nothing to salvage, nothing to save

No memories to nurture and nothing to say

We’ve learned to cover up the ugly truth

Ignorance and selfishness had ravished our youth

My catalyst

My lovely narcissist

I died as we kissed

I’ve been a masochist

Obsessively we’re good at lust

Perpetually we both suck at trust

(I want to hurt you so much I hurt myself instead

Just to make sure we’re still not dead)

No sacrifice is good enough

It’s getting worse, cuz we suck at love

(I want to get to the real you, but go ahead

Prove me wrong, pretend that you’ve never bled)

I’ve tried to drag you out into the sunlight

I thought I’ve shined on you but then I figured that I’m not bright enough

We’re sheer perfection when we pretend we’ve got nothing to hide

Both insecure and arrogant, cracking smiles and playing tough

Obsessively we’re good at lust

Perpetually we both suck at trust

(I want to hurt you so much I hurt myself instead

Just to make sure we’re still not dead)

No sacrifice is good enough

It’s getting worse, cuz we suck at love

(I want to get to the real you, but go ahead

Prove me wrong, pretend that you’ve never bled)

Let’s burn down all that we got left

To make sure we’re not dead

Let’s get us as high as we can get

While we’re codependent

Come prop me up when I get obscene

I’ll cut you up in your secret dream

Come sweat it out, it’s time to come clean

We’re codependent

Obsessively we’re good at lust

Perpetually we both suck at trust

(I want to hurt you so much I hurt myself instead

Just to make sure we’re still not dead)

No sacrifice is good enough

It’s getting worse, cuz we suck at love

(I want to get to the real you, but go ahead

Prove me wrong, pretend that you’ve never bled)

Let’s burn down all that we got left

Let’s get us as high as we can get