So it begins

Misery wins

It's not like I didn't try to fight it

But it wormed its way in

Made a home in my skin

And poisoned all the good that I'd been practicing

Take the reins from my hands

I can't navigate my way through this

I won't lie

But I'll try

What's it like there today?

Give me a reason to come back

Cloud nine's overcrowded anyway

But I've earned my stay

Don't ask me what it's like to feel good inside

You might be benign but you metastasize

And there's no one to blame this on

Just me

I need to take my own advice and breathe slowly

Don't think about the way that you feel

Easier said than done when it's real

Let's rewind the days

Try pick up the pace

I didn't get a response so I'll ask you again, I'll ask you again

What's it like there today?

Give me a reason to come back

Cloud nine's overcrowded anyway

But I've earned my stay

Don't ask me what it's like to feel good inside

You might be benign but you metastasize, you metastasize

Don't ask me what it's like to feel good inside

Don't ask me what it's like to feel good inside