I’m wasting energy that I don’t have

Trying to reinstall my faith

In a life that never seemed so plain

Well can I ask

"Just how long will it take before the sun kidnaps the waves?"

It holds me hostage to this day

(No one to pay the ransom)

My mother

She believes that there’s a reason for everything

Well what’s the reason I’m this way?

So I talk to myself

Because there’s nobody else

I guarantee that I’ll destroy myself

But it’s out of my control

I talk to myself

Because there’s nobody else

I guarantee that I’ll destroy myself

But it’s out of my control

Still wasting energy that I don’t have

Trying to reignite this flame

But the embers just don’t want to play

No not today

And just how long will it take for all the fog to separate?

I can’t seem to clear the way

(A sadness I can’t fathom)

So I talk to myself

Because there’s nobody else

I guarantee that I’ll destroy myself

But it’s out of my control

I talk to myself

Because there’s nobody else

I guarantee that I’ll destroy myself

But it’s out of my control

I have a tendency to break every promise to myself

This time I’ll make sure I don’t cave

Won’t be another regression

Did I make a mistake in a past life?

I’m afraid that’s the reason that I’m stained

Did I make a mistake? Did I make a mistake?

I must have made a mistake