This only seems to get worse

It's just a matter of when it gets so bad that I

Compare your cloudless sky to mine

But it'll never quench my thirst

It's just a matter of when I get so desperate I

Settle for mine and pray for rain

It's happening again

It's happening again

It's happening again

I'm so cold that I burn

If I could fathom this out I'd be a better man

That one you speak of all the time

Don't want to be the burden I am

Don't want to be the victim of this emotional heist

But it's taken my life

Now all the places I went to escape

Are just even more places I hate

And it hurts me to say:

"I admit I'm in pain"

This is a game I never wanted to play

My heart wants what it wants

Constrict and ties me in knots

There's not a person I miss more than the person I once was

My heart wants what it wants

I feel like I just don't belong

I'll wait impatiently alone for someone to tell me that I'm wrong

It's happening again

It's happening again

It's happening again

Oh, fuck