[Verse 1]

I used to think that with time I would forget

Everything that I would see and everything that once was said

Pill bottles all on the floor and my uncle would always vomit

Was life when I was five in that house full of alcoholics

That's crazy cause that's what made me a savage

See that's the truth

Twelve people, mostly illegals, all living under the roof, yeah

And that was way back - that was like first grade

Back when everybody would argue about the toothpaste

Back when all my mom bitched about was a toothache

And back when all I had was fucking soup in my food plate

And every night would be the same old shit

Dexter's Laboratory then I'd see my moms get hit

I owe you the world

I owe you my life

I owe you my joy

I know your life was changed when you was having a boy

And ain't nobody seen the things we've seen

But can't nobody change my ways but me

And that some real shit

[Chorus]

I see you gazing out my window

And see I can't go back

But see I can't go back

I know I can't go back

I see you gazing out my window

And see I can't go back

But see I can't go back

I know I can't go back

[Verse 2]

I'm 21 and some consider me a drunk

If you ask my boss man he'll say I ain't worth a fuck

You ask my mother about me, she'll tell you that I'm a blessing

You ask my ex about me, she'll say that I'm just [?]

You ask my brother Ben, he'll tell you that I've been stressing

And if you don't know about me then bitch you must be guessing

Straight up - I ain't sugarcoating

I got fam and the migos they be loaded

With that chrome shit, while they sit on that foreign

Did this on my own so don't ever say that I owe shit

But I ain't shit tho

Never moved bricks tho

Made hoes [?] shoutout to kick tho

Ain't nowhere near the end to pop the lid tho

Kicking it with all my dogs, ain't talking about Shih Tzus

Bitches in swimsuits I ain't even trynna fuck

Double money on this road, nina I'ma need to try my luck

Lost like 90 dollars fucking with these dominos

So I bought a 30 sack some Cheetos and I bought Patron

So I'm paranoid on top of that I'm kinda gone

And now I'm on that level like that [?] and Wiz Khalifa song

[Chorus]

I see you gazing out my window

And see I can't go back, nah

But see I can't go back

I know I can't go back

I see you gazing out my window

And see I can't go back, nah

But see I can't go back

I know I can't go back