Lose Myself - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

It's coming back again

Killing me, killing me, do you think that I kicked it?

I feel it in myself

Breaking it, breaking it, anything for a mere hit

And I try to be somebody else, but fall back to myself

Because I'm at it again

Pulling me, pulling me to the depths and I've faded

It takes me right from the start

I'm fading now

You say I'm the monster in your fairy tale

And I didn't save you when you called for help

I'm fighting for my life while you drag my reputation

Through the dirt until the very end

I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself

I've already lost

I'm coming back again

Killing it, killing it, do you think that I made it?

I feel it in myself

Breaking it, breaking it and I just can't stop it

And I try be somebody who could recognise themselves

Then it happens again

You say I'm the monster in your fairy tale

And I didn't save you when you called for help

I'm fighting for my life while you drag my reputation

Through the dirt until the very end

I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself

You lied, I broke

Inside your world of make believe

But who's to say what I'll be?

Maybe they'll see the best of me

Lose myself, lose myself (I could myself)

I've already lost

You say I'm the monster in your fairy tale

And I didn't save you when you called for help

I'm fighting for my life while you drag my reputation

Through the dirt until the very end

I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself

I've already lost