It's difficult to describe the machinations of my life

Without acknowledging the ubiquitous discomfort

I know that I've been happy

It's just hard to surface from beneath the gossamer of guilt

That covers everything I've known

But when it's my turn to leave

I pray I'm known for more than my misery

Is that how you will remember me?

And if I'm being honest I'm unsure

If that question is mine to find an answer for

It doesn't feel like my place to dictate how you feel when I'm gone

All I know is that I harbour an inconsolable grief

For the life that I've allowеd to be placed out of reach

By thе ghost of inadequacy

I need you to know that I'm happier now

Than I've ever been

Than I've ever been

I need you to know that I'm happier now

Than I've ever been

I hope you know that I'm happier now

Cause I'm happier now

But when it's my turn to leave

I pray I'm known for more than my misery

Is that how you will remember me?

But when it's my turn to leave

I pray I'm known for more than my misery

Is that how you will remember me?