[Chorus]

I wish I wasn't me sometimes

Wish I had a better attitude when I'm hanging with my dudes

But it's hard to be free sometimes

When you got a fucked up self-esteem

And there's nothing you can do

I can get a bit extreme sometimes

Please don't ask me how I'm holdin' up

I'ma probably lie to y'all and say that everything's good

Everything's

[Verse 1]

I think I know what I like now

Dirty ass sneakers ridin' bikes down

5th & Alameda with my eyes low

Barely getting sleep 'cause I don't know how

Heavy breathing foggin' up my bifocals

Still tryna figurе out my pronouns

Call me what you want, but not tonight though

I know you think we're cool, but maybе slow down

[Pre-Chorus]

'Cause I don't get attached too fast

Well, anymore

Also not easily impressed

Well, anymore

Lately I've been feeling kinda stressed

A little too much

From my best friends to women and family to business

I hate speakin' up 'cause I know no one's listenin' at all

[Chorus]

And I wish I wasn't me sometimes

Wish I had a better attitude when I'm hanging with my dudes

But it's hard to be free sometimes

When you got a fucked up self-esteem

And there's nothing you can do

I can get a bit extreme sometimes

Please don't ask me how I'm holdin' up

I'ma probably lie to y'all and say that everything's good

Everything's

[Verse 2]

The simplest pleasures

That consume my mind is now replaced with depression

I saw all the signs and still I gave it no effort

Try speakin' my mind, it's my freedom of expression

I'm trying my bestest

Bro, fuck where my head is

I'm on the right path, but bumpy roads make it endless

And when I detour, I stay alone and feel restless

I been skippin' meals, when's the last time I had breakfast?

I hate what I'm blessed with

[Pre-Chorus]

'Cause I don't get attached too fast anymore (Anymore, anymore, anymore)

Also not easily impressed

Anymore (Anymore, anymore, anymore)

Lately I've been feeling kinda stressed (Stressed)

A little too much (Too much)

From my best friends to women and family to business

I hate speakin' up 'cause I know no one's listenin' at all

[Chorus]

Man, I wish I wasn't me sometimes

Wish I had a better attitude when I'm hanging with my dudes

But it's hard to be free sometimes

When you got a fucked up self-esteem

And there's nothing you can do

I can get a bit extreme sometimes

Please don't ask me how I'm holdin' up

I'ma lie to myself and say that everything's good

Everything's, everything's

Man, I wish I wasn't me sometimes

Wish I had a better attitude when I'm hanging with my dudes

But it's hard to be free sometimes

When you got a fucked up self-esteem

And there's nothing you can do

I can get a bit extreme sometimes

Please don't ask me how I'm holdin' up

I'ma lie to myself and say that everything's good

Everything's, everything

Is good