[Verse]

Sipping again

Smoking again

Thinking again

Dreaming again

Fighting again

Writing again

Fuck all my friends

I didn't want it to end

But now I'm self sadated, self hated

Living my life in sadness because they can't accept my greatness

I've been hearing the whispers of solitude, they're getting louder

I might go back to snorting powder

Now I'm rotting again

We're talking again

Can't take back all of the things I said

Why are they wasting my time if they got nothing nice to say? (Ay)

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Again, again, again

I think I'm alone again

Again, again, again

I'ma carsinagin

Again, again, again, again

[Verse]

Can ya'll just back up, I need some time alone

Been getting hate on my phone

Damn, I wish I had a clone

Makе him take my spot, in case I shoot myself

I'vе been battling with mental health and no one knows

Now I'm rotting away from my head to my toes

If ya'll could get a look inside my brain

Ya'll would want to blow them out too

That's why there's a difference between me and you

You don't know what real pain is until you get suicidal

Then your in denial, and then you block out the people you love

And all of the sudden you won't give a fuck

But that's just my fucking luck, or just maybe life sucks

But I think God has had it out for me ever since I was a kid, I think he just likes to see me pissed

But goddamn can you give me a break

For real, for fucks sake

I've been dealing with his shit ever since I was a jit

That's why this blunt getting lit

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Again, again, again

I think I'm alone again

Again, again, again

I'ma carsinagin

Again, again, again, again