Having trouble sleeping

These thoughts u know they be creeping

Got up in the morning u know im weeping

Got up in the morning from the deep sleeping

Its 3am and ur still on my mind

I know u dont care about me

But everyone thinks im fine

But my happiness is declined

U arent here to see me

But one day i'll shine

Its 3am and ive been through a lot

Right in that lancaster parking lot

Its 3am ive been through a lot

Thought about it but fought

Its 3am and ive been through a lot

Enough of the voices

Im done but i tried to ignore them

I threw away my lifes forum

I took the formula and it stuck with me

So now i have paranoia

Walking in all black

Thinking im gonna get attacked

All these bad decisions i attract

Im used to it but im expected to react

Its 3am and ive been through a lot

Right in that lancaster parking lot

Its 3am ive been through a lot

Thought about it but fought

Its 3am and ive been through a lot

Im fighting my thoughts

Feel like im trapped in a box

Theyre beleiving that paradox

Im at home but i fell like im lost

And all of the demons ive fought

When i die all my memories will rot

Ive been needing paradise

Now my life is a dice

Ive been sinning my entire life

Is it ever too late to pray

Thats what i think about everyday

All of the sins im tryna erase

Fells like im stuck in a mase

My entire body has been rotting

From my core to my base

And writing music is my only escape

Its 3am and ive been through a lot

Right in that lancaster parking lot

Its 3am ive been through a lot

Thought about it but fought

Its 3am and ive been through a lot