I never took the time to really breathe

That's probably why ill never feel the same

I don't know if I can fucking believe

Cause everything is all the same with different names

I really don't want to lose control, of anything, it's really taking a toll

I really don't want to lose control and my soul is broken and cold

I lay down and stare up at my ceiling trying not to remember all of the pain that I'm feeling

If you ask imma say that I'm just chillin negativity building up and it's really slowly killing me

I don't feel free

I done seen some things that you don't ever wanna see

But I walk around the world acting likе I'm carefree

Ask me if I'm happy imma lie

And gladly agree

I nеver took the time to really breathe

That's probably why ill never feel the same

I don't know if I can fucking believe

Cause everything is all the same with different names

I really don't want to lose control, of anything, it's really taking a toll

I really don't want to lose control and my soul is broken and cold