First night under violet glass

I moved slow, let strangers pass

Every room was heat and smoke

Every smile already broke

Bodies blurred in liquid blue

Borrowed hands, somebody new

I said yes to things I feared

Just to feel that I was here

Then his voice came soft and low

"Leo, there are deeper floors"

I should've gone

I wanted more

Red clubs, slow skin, chemical air

Mouths on mine that weren't quite there

Every touch lit up too fast

Every high dissolved to black

Somewhere in the mirrored haze

The Owner watched me lose my shape

Each new door, each new sin

Felt less like lust, more like a wish

A wish for blood

A wish for pain

A wish to want

Something that stays

Tell me what a heartbeat costs

Tell me what these rooms forgot

I've been touched a thousand ways

And still wake up feeling blank

If I break enough tonight

Will something human start to rise?

He says, "Leo, don't look back"

But I came here to find what I lack