Crazy are the thoughts in my head

I'm insane, restrained to this bed

Fucked up is my way of life

I'd slit my wrist if I had a knife

The cold and gray, a state in which I fear

Night and day, screams of pain are all I hear

Force fed are the thoughts in my brain

I'm never gonna be the same

You just can't see

What's left of me

I can't be saved

I can't be helped

Nothing can be done

The cards are dealt

Stuck in this cell

Living breathing hell

Crazy are the thoughts in my head

Insane, restrained to this bed

Fucked up is my way of life

Slit my wrist if I had a knife

Cold and gray...fear

Night and day...fear

Force fed are the thoughts in my brain

I'm never gonna be the same

Never

Never

Never

Ah, fuck it all

I'm never gonna be the same

I'm never