[Hook]
You see truthfully I'll never know,
If I will ever ever grow,
If I will never ever go,
Where I will ever want to go
You see I'm just a teen, not Littlewood but I have a dream,
Tryna do something with my life and tryna boost my self-esteem,
Boost my self-esteem, maybe I should find a team,
To help me put together my invisions of my wildest dream, doing that I know is the only way I will find a fiend, I'm tryna be like Moses somebody come flow me down a stream,
But i'm serious, nah I'm not deluded or delirious
Being afraid to pursue a dream is putting the fear in us
I'm working hard, grinding tryna open my doors
I'm surrounded by people that just like to point out my flaws,
Bringing up these laws, on how to be like everyone else
Yet they're complaining about their lives coz they're like everyone else,
Look at my work ethic and hating on me, master haters
Can't you see that your just playing yourselves, masterbaters.
Maybe I'll work in H&M be the king of the jungle
Maybe I'll host a big show and call it a royal rumble,
If your hating you can get a red nose like Mr. Tumble,
How can I be saying that if I'm meant to be living humble
I always say to my friends, maybe some people are wired differently, that’s when I see people I always see them as a different me
A different breed but the same blood
Everyone needs that same love
How can haters say stop hating when they're the ones giving fake love
When I was 11 in year 7 I remember loving music, As years have passed I'm struggling to find a way to use it
I did a couple plays, I did a couple shows
I remember seeing my old G's gassing me up in front row,
Now that everything is changing, my age is getting older
I'm getting bolder with all this work that’s sitting in my folder,
I started to go gym, coz I need to stay active
I don’t know at what age I found girls attractive
I remember the 1st time I tried to get into 2nd base
3 times she looked at me and slapped my across my flipping face
I asked her what 4 but after 5 hours of trying I was pissed and I was getting no reply,
She acting like a devil I call her triple 6, might have to hit her up with a flipping crucifix
I had to go my own way like Craig daves, took 7 days I hate to find my wave, greatness is what I 8 when I jumped onto this beat I made
Never thought I would see her again, until I had met her again
She pulled a 9 out and then... right to my flipping face,
10 times to the head
I'm feeling kinda brain dead, its coz I'm on the pavement and you know it's looking stained red,
Truthfully that story's just some fiction
The way I'm spitting it can't you see it's curing your addiction?
Coz people will believe anything that they see in the media, fake criteria, feeding toxic bacteria
Fuck all you pagans talking to me in the canteen
How you gonna react like that when I tell you what is my dream
I thought you were on my team
Well you can suck on my seamon
Its you guys that are bringing out my demon with the things that you believe in the people you've been decieving
Saying you don't do drugs but I've seen the lines that you done breath in
The lies that you've been preaching
The cults that you've been leading
Continue to smoke rolls party with no flipping goals
[Chorus]
You're funny when you're talking for someone that don’t talk too much,
And i'm worried bout my future, all I need is a touch of your love
[Hook]
You see truthfully I'll never know,
If I will ever ever grow,
If I will never ever go,
Where I will ever want to go
You see I'm just a teen, not Littlewood but I have a dream,
Tryna do something with my life and tryna boost my self-esteem,
[Bridge]
I'm just a little boy that’s always praying that he makes it
Look for any opportunity for me and then I take it
Maybe I will not make it
Maybe you will not rate it
This is one time in my life I'm seeing chances for the taking
I'm seeing chances for the taking
Yeah you know I'm not mistaken
So you know I'm gonna take it
Yeah so you know I'm gonna take it
Taylor Verse
In search of seeking the bigger picture
Through the eyes of a lonely hoper whose growing closer
To every litre as I’m downing the liquor quicker
Than my old man given half the chance
Ha don’t know if I’ll become another statistic
An addition to those 84 souls that are lifted a week
It’s insane how they are even Considered as weak
I wanna raise awareness as I’m in a position to speak
(instrumental break)
But a moment can last forever
When alone in the dark it tends to
Play over when you’re heart is tender
I...will...never...know
If I’ll ever be able to break way
Cause I’m in dyer need to Escape the pain
A way to change
I don’t wanna play with fate
But I’ve gotta be honest and i hate to say
I’ve lost myself, I need help, I’ve lost focus, I know
That I don’t need you, cause I see you
Everything you think I don’t
Get rid of my details I mean well but moving forward I hope
We don’t ever cross paths
Cause the lost spark is the reason why I can’t cope...
[Chorus]
You're funny when you're talking for someone that don’t talk too much,
And i'm worried bout my future, all I need is a touch of your love
[Hook]
You see truthfully I'll never know,
If I will ever ever grow,
If I will never ever go,
Where I will ever want to go
You see I'm just a teen, not Littlewood but I have a dream,
Tryna do something with my life and tryna boost my self-esteem,
[Chorus]
You're funny when you're talking for someone that don’t talk too much,
And i'm worried bout my future, all I need is a touch of your love
[Hook]
You see truthfully I'll never know,
If I will ever ever grow,
If I will never ever go,
Where I will ever want to go
You see I'm just a teen, not Littlewood but I have a dream,
Tryna do something with my life and tryna boost my self-esteem,
[Bridge]
I'm just a little boy that’s always praying that he makes it
Look for any opportunity for me and then I take it
Maybe I will not make it
Maybe you will not rate it
This is one time in my life I'm seeing chances for the taking
I'm seeing chances for the taking
Yeah you know I'm not mistaken
So you know I'm gonna take it
Yeah so you know I'm gonna take it