Released on October 22, 2021

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[Opening monologue]

How are you?​

How’s your week been? ​

Have you been eating properly?​

Have you been exercising?​

How’s your mental state?​

How’s your family?​

What’s the end goal?​

Like what’s the end goal?


[Verse 1: Captain Ash & (Amy brill)]

I've been growing up too soon, ​

Weeks been rough, but I know one day I will finally bloom, ​

I've been eating the same meals,​

Been getting the same deals, been steering the same wheel ​

Now I'm purging my soul​

In reality that’s my goal​

On this planet as a whole​

To just be comfortable, content

And represent my true euphoria​

Which does kinda sounding phony,​

But you barely even know me, ​

Don’t attack the titan until you learn the full historia​


[Verse 2: Captain Ash]

(still growing)​ This is for that black kid in his room ​

Sitting crying, confused; stressed 'cause of everything around you,​

(still rowing)​ But don’t see that you're blessed, look at everyone around you, ​

You just need some zest put into everything that surrounds you​

(still growing)​ Eclectic not is sound but in the union of our differences ​

I had to Aster bloom for me so​

I see now what the difference is ​

(still rowing)​ I love my friends & family, ​

My reality I know, ​

But it's time to let you know I'm happy to go,​

Cause now I know​


[Chorus: Captain Ash]

Cause now I know​

Who I do this to and what it’s for​

I’m just waiting for u to come knocking at my door ​

Cause I think about you all the time​

I need you right here by my side​

There's still some emotions I need to find (some time)

Cause now I know​ (some time)

Who I do this to and what it’s for​ (ooh some time)

I’m just waiting for u to come knocking at my door ​

Cause I think about you all the time​

I need you right here by my side​

There's still some emotions I need to find


[Outro: Captain Ash & Amy Brill]

​Aster bloom

Aster bloom

Aster bloom

Aster bloom

And now I bloom (I bloom)


[ending Monologue]

Hello?​

Yo man how u doing?​

Yeah im good good, err saw your message whats up?​

Yh so erm for this new album I got a melody I need you to play for me. ​

So err let me play it for you real quick​

Alright​