[Verse 1]

And I can't stop having these visions right now yeah/

Listen to me when I'm talking deep yeah/

'Cause all I got is myself, I've been living like that yeah/

Al I got is myself, no tolerance, I want back yeah/

I fell last night in the club/

I failed again with everything and I gave a fuck/

I was going out the front door/

While those bitches didn't even want more/

Don't tell me that's normal, 'cause it ain't normal/

'Cause to me what happened after that was paranormal/

I was walking out like I need some deep/

I'll get it from anywhere and I ain't cheap/

This is a bad dream, I need some sleep/

But since October I've already been asleep/

Look in my face when I'm talking to you/

'Cause from your eyes I can see a view/

Listen to what I gotta say and don't fall through/

'Cause I'm in the club and I can see this ain't true/

I'm the darkest person you can find out here/

'Cause my taste for fortune is greater than my fears/

I do not give a fuck if I can't steer/

All I gotta tell you is stay clear/

Oh and I keep having visions like I'm a creative genius/

I'm so confident I'd call myself the new Jesus/

'Cause needless to say it's all needless/

I talk a lot in public but deep down I'm speechless/

Sorry, been writing my future out, that's why I'm sleepless/

Sorry, unlike you, I feel like I ain't got no weakness/

But really I've got a weakness/

'Cause I suffer from uniqueness/

Fuck you for ever saying I sucked/

Fuck you for ever saying I'm stuck/

I'm educating myself, we're talking stocks//

I'm educating myself 'cause all I ever wanna see is rocks/

And these days I can't go forth/

I wanna live yolo like James Dean, in short/

I feel like it's all written out there for me/

I feel like it's all just out there waiting for me/

I'm special, I've always felt special/

When I say that just know I'm dancing with the devil/

Trust me, my arrogance is so high you can't get on this level/

Just know that I never wanna be careful/

I feel like there's arrogance pouring into my brain/

If you'd tell me to make it rain, I'd make it rain/

I do not give a fuck 'cause this is my reign/

Lemme feel free again 'cause I've been in chains/

Don't know what's happened or what's going to happen/

All I care about is increasing traction/

[Verse 2]

I'm transcending into my creative space/

I gotta tell you, you should find that kinda place/

You don't wanna grind 9 to 5 for a paycheck/

You wanna be homeless or on top and think what's next/

What's next/

What's next is me feeling like a god/

I just feel like I cannot fail at all/

I feel like I'm just constantly going higher/

Look at these other guys 'cause I'm the sole survivor/

And I'm the best you've ever seen just 'cause I feel like it/

We live in a world dominated by feels, take a look at that film reel/

Y'all are far too kind/

I'mma get stuck in my mind/

I'mma convince myself that I all ever needed was the grind/

I'll start thinking I actually stand a chance with something else too 'cause it's my time/

Yeah, it's my time/

I've started to feel the weight of the climb/

Yeah, it's my time/

'Cause I've seen myself standing on that shrine/

Yeah, it's my time/

I'm seeing myself in my prime/

Rhymes so illegal you'd call 'em a crime/

But I'm still waiting for a sign/

Just feel me already, yeah, show me that sign/

[Outro]

You'll never understand me so don't even try

I thought I didn't give a fuck with this bitch who cries/

I guess I'm unpredictable, you can see it in my eyes/

'Cause right now eyes just don't lie/

Thank you for ever doubting me/

Thank you for ever clowning me/

Thank you for ever drowning me/

Thank you for ever talking down on me/

'Cause someday you'll see that that's what I can use for my advantage/

I'll use that to my advantage while your bitches will be suffering from miscarriages/

'Cause I say fuck that life 'till it hurts/

I always say I ain't normal, I even wear different shirts/

Yeah, different shirts/