[Verse 1]

4:30am and I can't sleep/

I met this chick, let's just say shit went pretty deep/

I ain't never felt this way before, so I implore/

I wanna meet her again, this stuff I cannot ignore/

These are one of those nights, I'm letting out on the figurative floor/

The best lyrics from me are done in a sate like this, you wanna hear more?/

You do, let's do an encore/

I'm looking for people to talk with, I ain't looking to score/

You heard ftt right, I shat on everybody's corpse/

Oh but I feel, I don't know how I feel/

Feelings are just mundane stuff you can eat like a meal/

I got to asking myself multiple times is this real/

I know how much of a cliche that is, but it doesn't feel real/

Right now I feel like these could be my best lyrics, the real deal/

Whatever you do buddy, don't get me in my feels/

Out of control but I love the sense of not having any/

How many messages have you sent, I dunno man, too many/

I think I counted but it's a little hazy/

Well at least everybody knows this is for real, this ain't lazy/

C'mon I'm acting like I'm a little baby/

She'll pick it up and check it, maybe/

Fuck all that eating, this the shit that's important/

Fuck playing games, this the stuff that's important/

Yeah, abandoning responsibilities, awesome/

I never was my best with them on like a condom/

[Hook]

I don't wanna say I ain't felt this way/

If you got something going on this the shit you wanna play/

And just swerve away/

This is the stuff nobody can convey/

Feelings that don't feel mundane/

Oh fuck man I feel like I can't sustain/

C'mon just swerve away/

You know I wanna talk deep today/

And it's only monday/

If you'd tell me to throw my responsibilities away/

I would reply with an okay/

[Verse 2]

Yeah I'd reply with an okay/

4:58 now yeah okay/

I hope these feelings never fade away/

If somebody wants to talk deep they'll save my day/

The funny part is I seem like the type to keep that at bay/

But there ain't no price to pay/

I ain't got no price to pay/

Feelings are complicated, they work in mysterious ways/

I want more but I'd still want to see myself astray/

Like could she ever be the reason/

For me hit ten million/

What the fuck is this feeling, I'm on a zillion/

The situation complicated af so I feel like a minion/

Like I've seen this pan out on tv so many times/

Like you're crazy for a person, that hits you like a knife/

I never want a wife, this time I'd go with that wife/

Fuck tha trap and all that, this is my life/

Oh but there is complications in the way/

I've got a filter so that really does weigh/

I love people so I'd never want to ruin their day/

But I'd do anything to just talk deep and stay/

These might be the realest rhymes from MK/

Solving this puzzle with feelings is like an essay/

At this point I'd almost pay/

But I gotta keep my feelings at bay/

[Hook]

I don't wanna say I ain't felt this way/

If you got something going on this the shit you wanna play/

And just swerve away/

This is the stuff nobody can convey/

Feelings that don't feel mundane/

Oh fuck man I feel like I can't sustain/

C'mon just swerve away/

You know I wanna talk deep today/

And it's only monday/

If you'd tell me to throw my responsibilities away/

I would reply with an okay/

[Bridge]

But I gotta say Marvin's room right now is hard to listen to/

If I was in a state like that I'd let everything through/

But I've almost let eveything through/

There's not a lot of situations like this, not even a few/

But seriously, I goddamn hate this feeling 'cause it's lurking me/

I feel like it's taking a hold and just jerking me/

Just let fucking go of me already/

I spoke for fucking five hours how can I feel so empty/

[Outro]

It's therapeutic as fuck when you record audio messages/

They cut so deep, you run out of sentences/

And guess where is the emphasis/

The emphasis is in my gentleness/

Like I might've just fucked a situation up/

Don't think for a second that I'd act like I don't give a fuck/

I just hope I don't get stuck/

I'mma keep pushing buttons, I'mma keep pushing my luck/

But I gotta tell you, I'm the cheat code of relationships/

That right there's a pro tip/

[Outro #2]

Check it, This is that braggadocia part/

I love it how I'm special, she didn't wanna hang with you at all/

You wanted once a week, I get that already and I ain't even gotta call/

I love it how you still did crawl/

Sure I ain't gon' say I never wanted to crawl/

But at the end of the day I'm in deep, so I ball/

She just took a knife real sharp and stabbed it through your heart/