Self Sabotaging - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

When I found out you could fall out of love

I was so distraught I couldn't eat much

I stayed home alone I stayed in my bed

I was just waiting for you to walk away

Maybe it was me

Maybe everything I ever said was just condescending

My tongue would go numb and I'd feel so bad I'd feel so bad I'd be so naked under your soft gaze

I am self sabotaging all that I am