Released on May 2, 2025

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[Verse 1]

Did you really hit me up

In a world I thought was love

Just to do experiments on?

Told me we were the chosen ones

Showed me that this world is bigger than us

Then sent me back where I came from

For a moment, I knew cosmic love


[Chorus]

Now I'm down bad, cryin' over him

Everything comes out teenage petulance

"Fuck it if I can't have him"

"I might just die, it would make no difference"

Down bad, wakin' up in blood

Starin' at the sky, "why can't I have love?"

Fuck it if I can't have us

I might just not get up, I might stay


[Post-Chorus]

Down bad

Fuck it if I can't havе him

Down bad

Fuck it if I can't have him


[Verse 2]

Did you brush off all my smoke?

Just to leavе me here, depressed and alone

In a field down in Georgia now

Got me screaming out "fuck you" now

They'll say I'm nuts if I talk about

The existence of you

For a moment, I was heavenstruck


[Chorus]

Now I'm down bad, cryin' over him (Cryin' over him)

Everything comes out, teenage petulance

"Fuck it if I can't have him" (Fuck it if I can't have him)

"I might just die, it would make no difference"

Down bad, wakin' up in blood (Wakin' up in blood)

Starin' at the sky, "why can't I have love?"

Fuck it if I can't have us

I might just not get up, I might stay


[Post-Chorus]

Down bad (Like I lost my twin)

Fuck it if I can't have him (Down bad)

Down bad (He's my favorite sin)

Fuck it if I can't have him


[Bridge]

I loved your cutie disclosures

I pulled you closer and closer

All of my unhinged exposures

How dare you say that it's—

I'll build you a fort on some planet

Where they can all understand it

How dare you take me for granted?

Then leave me here safe and stranded

'Cause fuck it, I was in love

So fuck you if I can't have us

'Cause fuck it, I was in love


[Chorus]

Now I'm down bad, cryin' over him (Cryin' over him)

Everything comes out teenage petulance

"Fuck it if I can't have him" (Can't have him)

"I might just die, it would make no difference"

Down bad, wakin' up in blood (Wakin' up in blood)

Starin' at the sky, "why can't I have love?"

Fuck it if I can't have us

I might just not get up, I might stay


[Post-Chorus]

Down bad (Like I lost my twin)

Fuck it if I can't have him (I'm down bad)

Down bad (He's my favorite sin)

Fuck it if I can't have him


[Outro]

Like I lost my twin

Fuck it if I can't have him

Down bad (He's my favorite sin)

Fuck it if I can't have him