All I was was trapped in my head with fear and loathing

No one else knows me

You wouldn't even hold me

Too scared, too out of reach

Could never be seen

All I'd ever felt was the weight of fear and loathing

Hear me out

I'm not wintry

I took my pain

Made myself someone new

Was broken up into pieces

I fixed my heart

Love myself

Don't need you

Cause all I'd ever felt was the sudden tinge of fеar and loathing

Now the world will know

How you made me losе my trusting

All I'd ever want-

All I'd ever needed was someone

Cause all I'd ever wanted, but I didn't need was you

Looking back and stepping forward

I realize I was lost the whole time

Looking and back and moving forward

You taught me well

Though you put me through hell

Cause all I'd ever ever known was that little thing called fear and loathing

Everyone had known

But you never saw you broke me

All I'd ever known

All I'd ever trusted was you

All I'd ever known was the cold touch of fear and loathing