Feelin’ Old

By callmestevieray

On Free

Released on August 19, 2019

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[Verse 1: Stevie Ray]

So why you hung up on the stumbles and falls?

Ain't no love without pain I thought you wanted it all

And the truth is you ain't never gon' be done with this naw

So the secret's to believe in what you struggling for

Got a lot on my mind right now

And I ain't got the time to be fine right now

Whenever I lie down, the room starts spinning just the same

I know everything could change but I'm high right now

We could never have perfection but we chase it still

I get tired of your games but I play them still

Double back on my convictions saying may as well

Know you ain't for real even though you kinda play it well

Still the forthright kid with the foresight

Chilling by the porch light trying to get his voice right

The same white tee and two down fade

The buddha on quades that grew up on them two Andres


[Hook]

Every day I wake up stoned

In my house but I'm not at home (at home)

Roll the windows down

It's still so loud

And we ain't done shit yet

Feelin' old

But we ain't done shit yet


[Verse 2: A-1]

When I turned fifteen I felt like the world started getting colder

Now I realize it's just a part of getting older

When people show you ignorance and lovers show you fickleness

The world show you wickedness and poverty and sickness

And all of the above is how they robbed us of our innocence

So now my gentle heart is hard enough to split a boulder but

On the bright side I understand you're hurting

That's why I write these bars for those who might not have the wording to express the way they feel

So I don't give a damn if saying what I know is real somehow lessens my appeal

As long as every now and then a sentence that I spill

Can relieve someones stress 'cause my message helps them chill

Sometimes the best medicine for illness isn't pills it's

Letting someone know that you know what they going through 'cause you been knowing how it feels just

To feel alone but you will never be alone

Because I love you if you ever need to talk pick up the phone

And hit me up you got my number it's 415 517 6031

We'll go out and grab a meal

And then watch that person heal when they tell ya


[Hook]

Every day I wake up stoned

In my house but I'm not at home (at home)

Roll the windows down

It's still so loud

And we ain't done shit yet

Feelin' old

But we ain't done shit yet


[Verse 3: Stevie Ray]

And I don't think that I can do it no more

I called my mama and I asked her what I'm doing this for

She said the fruits of your labor that's for you to behold

But ain't nothing worth more than being true to your soul

I saw the light then I kissed the ground

I mean ain't shit changed it's all the same it just feel way different now

So grab the gas can baby I'm back

To being half way gone with no way to get back

All this weight on my back it's one way to react

It's no way that I'll crack

And all I really care is that I'm better than my last

I never knew a truth that was centered in the past

It's friends that I remember and I'm never getting back

Eventually that catch up and I end up getting trashed

But I ain't even mad, that's just on my mind right now

I think finally I'm fine right now


[Hook]

Every day I wake up stoned

In my house but I'm not at home (at home)

Roll the windows down

It's still so loud

And we ain't done shit yet

Feelin' old

But we ain't done shit yet

[Outro}

We ain't done shit yet

It's still so loud

Feelin' old

Feelin' old

And we ain't done shit yet