“Hope”

Chorus:

Let me say something before I go

You know that I can't do this on my own

You said that I'm okay? I don’t think so!

And maybe I’ll never find all of my hope

Verse 1:

Hello, I call you from here to tell my story

I don’t know where to start, it’s gonna be a long story maybe

I’ve been thinkin’ lately, it sounds kinda sadly, but I need someone to talk to

So I can get fucking relief

I hope you understand about what I’ve been through, so don’t judge anything on me about what the fuck I do

Like a suicidal thought, been trying to make a headshot, I’ve been killed by depression, I don’t mean to put you on the spot

But PTSD makes me worry, I need some help, can you help me?

All these poisons inside of me, I’m begging you, can you help me?!

I can’t do this on my own when everything is wrong, Maybe the fucking hell is the only place where I belong

For everything in life I’ve been trying my best

I still made some music, but do I need to put ‘em on the trash?

If you see me with my head’s down

It’s called a mental breakdown

There’s a lot of regret in life

So forgive me for what I’ve done

Chorus:

Let me say something before I go

You know that I can't do this on my own

You said that I'm okay? I don’t think so!

And maybe I’ll never find all of my hope

Verse 2:

Here we go again, let me tell you something different

I still wrote a song but I don’t know somehow I can’t feel ‘em

You know I’m in “Spain” but the letter “S” remain silence

I feel too much “pain”, it got me thinkin’ “Am I broken?”

I’ve been through a lot so don’t mind me if I took drugs, some people call me “junkie”

Yeah, I know it kinda sucks! You know I’m trying to cope with

Trying to stop my fucking heartbeat

I am suicidal, yeah I know it sounds kinda stupid

But PTSD makes me worry, I need some help, can you help me?

All these poisons inside of me, I’m begging you, can you help me?!

I can’t do this on my own when everything is wrong, Maybe the fucking hell is the only place where I belong

For everything in life I’ve been trying my best

I still made some music, but do I need to put ‘em on the trash?

If you see me with my head’s down

It’s called a mental breakdown

There’s a lot of regret in life

So forgive me for what I’ve done

Chorus:

Let me say something before I go

You know that I can't do this on my own

You said that I'm okay? I don’t think so!

And maybe I’ll never find all of my hope

Bridge:

I know I'm not the only one

Yeah, who pretending to be fine

I have a dark side inside my mind

So forgive me for what I’ve done

I'm going too deep about inside my head

I can’t handle all this trauma that I had. paranoia makes me feel bad

It kills me until the day when I’ll be death

Chorus:

Let me say something before I go

(Let me say something before I go)

You know that I can't do this on my own

You said that I'm okay? I don’t think so!

(You said that I’m okay? I don’t think so!)

And maybe I’ll never find all of my hope