Dear Diary

By CallanCMP

On Zaza

Released on July 5, 2024

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First verse: Dear diary, man wanna spread fear, fiery

Enlighten me, speaking through the flames 'til they retire me

Expire me, make me nonstop dreaming as I fight asleep

Pushing me down from heaven to hell as the demons wanna fight with me

That's the afterlife of me, swinging my sword back and forth as I cry and bleed

Burning all this ice on me, man, it did look nice on me

It was a price to keep but now, it is a price gone deep

Wasted 93 thousand dollars

Went loose like the hounds from collars

Never identified, Denver, I never fried

Send her my better pie or I call my aggressor guy

And he'll come with a heavier knife and he'll turn you to a cheddar slice

Fed up with the system and the lessons and I'm starting to ask questions

Need that weapon for protection, wanna test 'em, wanna wet 'em

Wanna dead 'em, it's their present, wrapped it up like Claus did

You know what's coming after the subordinate clauses

Strap your vests 'cause they'll attack your chests

Look at the fallen soldiers, yeah, the ones who'd fallen over

We got ran over by the tanks on the flanks, now it's Lambos and Rovers

The opps playing their games like chess and poker

Back in October, I chose her, she got closer

But now it's over, pushed away and I rolled over

Hard to lay off the Coke, uh, might not go sober

Sharp to stay on the road, uh, might not go row-a

Chorus: Having conversations with my friend with no mouth

He ain't snitching on my secrets, yeah, he won't shout

Always bites his tongue when temptation kicks in

And the pain is his sensation, yeah, it fits in

Second verse: Coming in like a hog rider, lethal as a dog biter

You know I'm a blood finder, drink it like I'm Jesus, cider

Living in misery, acting like you Rob Reiner

Living in the limelight, it's getting a lot brighter

Bow down when the kid king steps into this dimension

Obey me on one knee and did I mention

If I get any disses, I'ma have to use the weapon

And we will vote if you die or not like it's an election?

Don't care if you got a lot of fans protesting

Don't care if you got a lot of money you're investing

It may be interesting but we'll still go through with the sentencing

Better be preparing

Enter the courtroom and everybody staring

Glaring, you're despairing, we got the chair in

Word after word the judge says, you're not bearing

By the way, we got the bears in, only if you're daring

You had a huge family but no-one was caring

It was full of rejects and neglects, no apples or pears in

Couldn't walk away from the past even with the swearing

There were warning signs but you weren't bewaring

Always taking the bad roads, going into mad mode

Getting into fights like you were playing Smash Bros

You were ending up in prison, I was watching Hasbro

Eating Haribos, playing Super Mario

Chorus: Having conversations with my friend with no mouth

He ain't snitching on my secrets, yeah, he won't shout

Always bites his tongue when temptation kicks in

And the pain is his sensation, yeah, it fits in

Having conversations with my friend with no mouth

He ain't snitching on my secrets, yeah, he won't shout

Always bites his tongue when temptation kicks in

And the pain is his sensation, yeah, it fits in