Released on November 27, 2019

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[Verse 1]

I fall too hard, get attached for too long

Even when the little spark that we had is long gone

I'm getting used to losing again

I'm sick of seeing the death of my friends

Yeah I'm sick of seeing the death of my friends


[Verse 2]

I always thought I'd be the first to die, how wrong was I

I'm losing all my friends to drugs and suicide

I got clean what the fuck is that worth

When the people around you are covered with dirt


[Chorus]

It's so hard to see a better life waiting for me

Expectations break my heart so frequently

Oh yeah it's so hard to see a better life waiting for me

Expectations break my heart so frequently


[Verse 3]

I always thought I'd love the perfect life, how wrong was I

Love is just a lie we tell, the only one who loves you is yourself

So you don't have to cry, you'll make it through tonight


[Chorus]

Yeah It's so hard to see a better life waiting for me

Expectations break my heart so frequently

Oh yeah it's so hard to see a better life waiting for me

Expectations break my heart so frequently


[Verse 1]

I fall too hard, get attached for too long

Even when the little spark that we had is long gone

I'm getting used to losing again

I'm sick of seeing the death of my friends

Yeah I'm sick of seeing the death of my friends


[Chorus/Outro]

It's so hard to see a better life waiting for me

Expectations break my heart so frequently

Oh yeah it's so hard to see a better life waiting for me

Expectations break my heart so frequently

Expectations break my heart so frequently