Fuck

You were my savior but now you're just a memory

You were the person that helped me keep my sanity

There is no future, I'm running out of time

There is no saving me

Hanging on a cliff of uncertainty

There is no saving me

You'll always be the reason I'm too blind to see

I am a fucking pessimist

And I know we can never coexist

Never a second that I don't want to forget

I'll never get the time back that you stolen from me

This is gonna be the end of everything

And when it's all said and done you will see

This has gotten the best of me

With these arms around my neck

I can't stop suffocating

Drowning in this mess no one's coming to fucking save me

I'm locked inside this room where you still hold the key

I'm giving into these mind games

I'm giving into these heartaches

Can't you see I can't stop screaming your name

You're the one who fucking tears me apart inside

Everyday's just a struggle to stay alive

What's the point when everything I know is a lie

This is my own personal insanity

It's burning in my mind

And pumping through my veins

There's no escape

Fuck

I'm my own savior

Now you're the fucking memory

You're the one who'll regret everything

The clocks rewinding

My heart's still beating

And now I hold the key