[Chorus]

Why is it when I’m alone, I just dont know where to go

Lying to myself, I’m okay, please, God, help me, I pray

Why do I why waste so much time on the things I can’t control?

I just want my stress to die, but I don’t want to be all alone

[Verse 1]

Yeah, stress can be a really painful thing, back to your old self

And you start to overthink about all the little things that they said

It might not be much, but it starts to get to your head

You pretend that you're fine and put a smile on your face

Putting on the masks, so, people won’t ask if you’re okay

Late nights are the worst, yeah, you feel likе you're cursed

With evеry bad situation, wrists slit it hurts, you know?

You’re buying all the false hope like it’s going out of stock

Pain and suffering, join the two, it’s interlocked, yeah

It never stops, like the waves on the shore

They get bigger with weather like my mind's in a storm

It’s so endless, so disruptive, never sleeping, I’m torn, you see?

Walking through the graveyard of everything that I dreamed

I just can’t stand who I am, I just need help, yeah, I plead

To the Lord, "End my pain, end my suffering," I screamed, you know?

[Chorus]

Why is it when I’m alone, I just dont know where to go

Lying to myself, I’m okay, please, God, help me, I pray

Why do I why waste so much time on the things I can’t control?

I just want my stress to die, but I don’t want to be all alone

[Verse 2]

Yeah, I just couldn’t stand who I was

Excuses coming out of nowhere

Tryna stay in my rut and I would always be so down and

Would so easily give up on the things that I loved

Tryna swim in the mud, going through the motions

Never thinking for myself, never questioning anything

I’ve already been through hell, manm the pressure is just pushing me

Over the edge, I’m just not wanting the meds

Please just get rid of the stress, woo

You know that feeling when you’ve been so hurt you can’t cry?

Heart breaks into a million different pieces, piercing all sides?

Body’s feeling so numb, the heart is pounding

Although I try to be quiet, be so private, but I just do want to die

That’s how negative I was, that was my state of mind

Never thinking I would make it, but now I always find

A way to get rid of the worries, call it, "Redefined"

I’ll never give up, vever back down, now that’s how I live life, but

[Chorus]

Why is it when I’m alone, I just dont know where to go

Lying to myself, I’m okay, please, God, help me, I pray

Why do I why waste so much time on the things I can’t control?

I just want my stress to die, but I don’t want to be all alone

[Verse 3]

Yeah, my stress levels were not healthy

Always looking for a way to overthink

I never noticed it was so stealthy

The way I noticed I was never normal

God left me a gift that not a lot of people have

My faith in God is so wealthy, sure I came from a place

Where life was mentally tough, but sometimes it’s the low in life

That sparks the plug, when I’m working I’m happy

And my brain is in sync, but when I’m done

I just start to overthink, I just start to overthink

[Chorus]

Why is it when I’m alone, I just dont know where to go

Lying to myself, I’m okay, please, God, help me, I pray

Why do I why waste so much time on the things I can’t control?

I just want my stress to die, but I don’t want to be all alone

[Outro]

I’m so alone, god help me through this

Where should I go? I am so wounded

I’m so alone, god help me through this

Where should I go? I am so wounded