[Verse 1]

(Damn) Why do I bother

Writing all these songs about my father?

Wondering if we got everything

Our relationship had to offer

But he ain't never been much of a talker

Following your path like a stalker

I can hear your voice inside my head

Before I falter

Like remember what I taught you

And I hope it wasn't awkward

On that day I chose to call you

Just to say you know I got you

If you ever need a dollar dawg

You'll forever be a legend in my optics dawg

I know that your effort

Is what led me to the waterfall

Remember being 7 learning lessons

Through a soccer ball

Never did appreciate your presence

Til I lost it all

And that's the type of shit you can't replace

Inside a shopping mall

Sometimes I think our miscommunication

Was my momma fault

Cuz she presented you in such a way

It made your armor fall

Just waiting on the day

We make it over all the walls

(You know I got you

If you ever need a dollar dawg)

(Just waiting on the day

We make it over all the walls)

[Verse 2]

Same friends since the sandbox

And everybody asking how you been pops

And I just gave an answer

I don't wanna give again pops

Everything blows over till the day wind stops

Now I'm drinking till I'm blacking out

Like a tint shop

And I been at the Benz shop

Looking for a new whip

And I know that if I told you

You would prolly say I'm stupid

But I feel like I deserve it

Cuz I earned it all from music

And to never treat yourself

Is just unhealthy and abusive

In my humble opinion

I never wanted the tension

I only wanted attention

And maybe someone to listen

I got my granny and momma

And they both wonderful women

But when it come from your pops

It just feel like something is different

I'm still your son when you tripping

I feel your company missing

You used to comfort a nigga

Throughout my dumbest decisions

But now you done with a nigga

I guess I'm comfortable with it

It's crazy you ain't see the picture

In not one of my visions

But maybe when I take it global

I can show you

There ain't nothing wrong with

Staying hopeful

International and postal

I'm never giving up

On the places I'm on the road to

And never giving up on the people

I gave a oath to dad

I know I owe you dad

I'm still so you dad

And everything feels so good

Till it goes too fast