Released on July 19, 2021

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[Chorus]

I told you once baby

I told you once

But I know

You've got to let it go

I told you once baby

I told you once

But I know

You've got to let it go


[Verse 1]

And lately I been questioning myself

Stressing cuz I put

Way too much pressure on myself

I never said I needed help

When I did

Holding in smoke like a soda with a lid

Ain't been sober since a kid

Heart colder than a fridge

Always seem to hope it isn't over when it is

Longer that I live

The more I'm learning to forgive

Every little problem don't seem so big

Cuz I know that its all gon be over in a bit

And I'm too focused to commit

Ain't even spoken to a bitch

Cuz I got over being broke

And I ain't close to being rich

And I appreciate my bros

Cuz they exposed me to some shit

When I was barely holding up

But my upholstery is fixed

I keep a post it note

Full of all the groceries to get

Doing anything that I can to keep my fam fed

Never will worry bout what another man said

Always had a good intent like a camp bed

For real, I can't waste a meal

My word is my bond

I got a handshake of steel

And I did it by myself

But my fans made me still

Cuz if I ain't have them

Then I can't pay these bills

Ans sometimes it feels like I can't be fulfilled

But other times I fill p on a handful of pills

Been riding round the city

With a bitch I ain't reveal

She just another thing

That I been keeping to myself

Been too worried bout the belt

To be worried bout his health

Busy getting topped off

Smoking on top shelf

Niggas only come around

When they begging for my help

But I'm handing out

The same cards that I was dealt

Still inhale smoke When I'm living in hell

And my bag wide open till the chips go stale

From a motel six to to the Ritz hotel

Year twenty-six, still ain't take no L's


[Chorus]

I told you once baby

I told you once

But I know

You've got to let it go

I told you once baby

I told you once

But I know

You've got to let it go


[Verse 2]

I'm still an asthmatic

That be gasping for breath

I'll forever have this gap in my chest

There ain't too many rappers

Rapping with no passion

I'm the last of them left

Feel that pressure on the back of my neck

I fell in love before I ever knew the after effects

Now I'm dealing with the residue of having regrets

We used to talk about forever we'd forget

The good times we had together

When we heavy upset

I know I told you

I'm too focused to commit

Or be proposing to a bitch

And it's okay if you move on

I know my soul can't be eclipsed

I appreciate you though

Cuz you exposed me to some shit

When I was barely holding up

But my upholstery is fixed

And there's a lot of things

That I'm afraid to openly admit

Till an instrumental and my vocals in a mix

And we been trynna find our dopamine

With opium and shit

Cuz utopia ain't never been

As close as we predict

And times gon change

But it won't change the times bae

Still looking down

But my phone ain't been vibrating

Thought that I was fine

But you don't leave my mind bae

You just don't take the time

You just don't take the time bae


[Outro]

Times gon change

But it won't change the times bae

Still looking down

But my phone ain't been vibrating

Thought that I was fine

But you don't leave my mind bae

You just don't take the time

You just don't take the time bae