[Verse 1]

This is it

Yo, I always fear that my words gon’ leave me broken and broke

So I prepare for the worst but always hope for the most

My shawty ask me if it hurts that I ain't spoke to my folks

I told her I got no control, this life gon’ go how it goes

Remember Chegan loaning me clothes when I perform at that show?

He said he’d bust me in the nose if I ain't leave with no hoes

That was the night I met Malia

She was peeping the flow

She told me she was trynna tee up

Are we leaving, or no?

I told her we can't fall in love

A couple nights is all it was

You don't want me you just say that shit when you be off the drugs

If it’s supposed to work it will

And I’ll be happy if it does

Some people separate to build

And that might happen to be us

Love is a life time

I see you doing quite fine

And baby you be mine, right?

If I was in my right mind

You never come around so I been aging all this white wine

Never seem to have found the right places at the right time

I'm fucked up

[Chorus 1]

Been too long

It’s been too long

It’s been a while bae

And I don't miss you no less

I gave you most of me, you left

I’m here to give you the rest

You never know what's coming next

And that shit make you upset

Every decision leave you stressed

Because you hate to regret

[Verse 2]

But yo, I’m jealous how you live your truth

Yo, all these feelings way too new

We ain't been introduced

And girl we both so fucking lost we ain't got shit to lose

See life ain't never give us options we can pick and choose

I wanna die if we can't come alive a couple years from 25

My heart’s so fucking undersized that loving me is unadvised

Life is ‘bout a bitch

That's the only way it’s summarized

I told Marker I’ma get you rich before your son arrive

I know I’m special don't let no one tell me otherwise

I coulda cried

I coulda gave up on my hundredth try

But fuck the other guys they never seen my mother cry

Only focused on my story

Never ‘bout the other side

I’m happy that I'm here now

From living out a warehouse

Every day she wearing down

So worried ‘bout my whereabouts

Saying all my prayers aloud

Just hoping god can hear me out

Don't need too many blessings just to fair ‘em out

Yeah

[Chorus 2]

Think it’s been too long

Yeah, it’s been too long

It’s been too long, yeah

It’s been a while bae

And I been missing you more

Moving slow, moving forward

Trying to grow and mature

But my soul connected to yours

So I’m ready for war

I’ll adore you and support you like never before, yeah